Tee Yew as You Know ~~: May 2008

Saturday, May 10, 2008

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time to blog lol..din update for so long adi..erm..no mood to type so much recently since im kinda busy with other things..such as FOOSING hahahha..

oh yeah talking abt foosing..monash recently organized the MAPCU foos tourney..u can get results and the news from shereens blog on my navigation bar..lol..i lazy to upload all the photos inside so u guys go check out her bloggie to get it yeah..sori but im reali lazy nowdays lol..hahaha..i played in mixed doubles with natalie..and guess wut..got 3rd place..no biggie but since it is the 1st major tourney for me so i guess i kinda take as an achievement la..

met kahar there coz hes from HELP college and took him on for my 1st match..he played well..actually everyone played well that day..natalie was my aweshum partner and she reali put it up when the sitaution needs it to be..2nd match against monash team 1, jhin and christine..i saw their name up next with mine i noe gg adi..hahahha..well lost lor went to the loser bracket but takpe..soldier on to play againts TCPJ team 1 and 2..i played front all the way lor and then in the won both teams..yeah i hacked a feww in SO WHAT!..its legal hahaha..sori yeah..adam&dennis,kim han&eugene played in open doubles..both teams played well..kim han keep blaming himself for zhan kei whole day..dun worry kimmy..nex tourney u'll do better~~

that day was awesone and seng kiat the manager reali guided us..thx seng kiat..dennis that day was fuking on form lol..make other teams sek gao peng..but in the end still got 3rd place..singles open was reali OMFG..our own andrew take on our own jhin..damn keng wei jhin sheong..played well but that day credits was to andrew coz he reali gave jhin a hard time..hardest time for jhin that day..anyways..bottom line evrything that day was smooth sailing and reali good job to jeannie, chee ho ,reen and the other organizing comittees for such a great job..

recently my life has been going back to sun shine and i even gave up writing those emo emo poems coz i figured it does effect me emotionally although i keep saying it dont..right now i juz wanna make sure im having extreme fun with my friends and let go of the recent fucked up moments that been fuking me up..wtf lol..wut a line..neways..thx for reading peeps..the musa gang now most prlly in PD having post-tiesto syndromw..hahahah..chill boys and girls..FINALS!!

cheers~

In My Own Words

When life is hard and living is tough,
and we would just stand cause we've had enough,
hold on tight as life is like diamond in the rough,
because the faith will be there if we believe in love.

I'll put your delicate hands to my face,
and let you feel the warmth of my streaming tears,
and as i wait for your answer from minutes to days,
the time tortures me like a dagger's pierce.

I've seen before a black parade,
of mourns and cries it never fades,
but i will smile at them in their face,
cause in the coffin is where my place.

Droplets of poison decimates the truth,
let my blood flow thru my streamless veins,
though the punishment is vicious and brute,
i've been paralyzed too long to feel no pains.

I have lost all sense of night and day,
In the dark i've chased my pain away,
The Devil has deceived me a game to play,
In this Hell I'll be no matter how much i pray.

The dreams and hopes i have is all defiled,
the memories is better to burn when all compiled,
Your kisses and laughs still roams free and wild,
still i can feel no pain when you turned and smiled.

Like a sacrificial lamb i've fallen as a prey,
My soul is now left to dissolve and decay,
It futile though my body wants to stay,
When it is me who's repeatedly left at bay.

I have come to love the black roses of full bloom,
And I have come to adore the colors of palish gloom,
I seek refuge and safety in corners of my room,
As I stare the walls of blankness awaiting my doom.

The lives we lived is of a walking shadow,
The scar's so deep we are mentally battered,
Gone are the chirps and those sweetly meadows,
And we live now in pain and futures shattered.

The warmth of blood and cold of steel,
The cut in the wrist is too numb to feel,
When I die my skin will rot and peel,
Like my broken heart it will never heal.

Why do we dwell in a deceiving lie,
Like a fallen angel who cannot fly,
Faithless I am cause I have stopped to try,
The way of my escape is a will to die.

The scent of your hair still i smell,
The sight of your silhoutte still i see,
Like yesterday your laughs I remember well,
Though I know your not here with me.

Of a rendezvous with Death i have set,
The suffering is as bad as it can get,
This arsenic is sweeter than any wine,
To end this life which is better left behind.

The rainbow is now filled with black and white,
The chirping of birds as now turned to mockery,
The presence of lights blinds me with fright,
The monster in the mirror smirks with treachery.

Cut my tongue out so I will never speak,
Break my fingers so I could never write,
Dig my heart out so I will never feel weak,
When I'm silent then I will always be right.

Like jesters and clowns we pretend,
Hurting ourselves to satisfy and please,
But when we're weak who will defend?,
When we are the subject of joke and tease.

Miracles are only an illusion,
To lure the helpless for salvation,
Pain is inevitible though we pray,
Puppets we are for Death to play.

I can tell by the looks in you eye,
In your thoughts I am dirty and sly,
You will never know me if you do not try,
Surpressed in your hatred I can never fly.

I am not made of lies and deceit,
A place in your heart you can forfeit,
Next to others I cannot compete,
As my flaws makes me incomplete.

Bound by this wretched chain,
Tied in with suffering and pain,
In a pendulum mode it repeats again,
Forbidden by shouts and screams in vain.

The children from the Dark seance with candle,
Toying with the cleaver though its hard to handle,
Let the sweet murder be gruesome and violent,
Hacking and slashing the innocent parent.

Two different beings to tie the knot,
Vowing that their love will last forever,
Two funerals it will be, a wedding not,
When one sips the poison to join the other.

The heart of men is hard to read,
Complexity with lies and deceit,
Idle minds blooms wicked deeds,
Selfishness makes the world incomplete.

This empty pleasure I'm committed,
To give and give with no returns,
The sacred meaning of love,polluted,
Though it's understood I'd never learn.

Why do it always ends in screams and shouts?,
This war leaves one end emotionally torn apart,
If this is love people worship and pray about,
Then I guess I'd rather be a broken heart.

Of my world and skies I gave to you,
And my promises I've always make them true,
In a monotonous tune of sorrow I sing my song,
Trying to figure again what did I do wrong.

The time is crawling slowly away tonight,
Heart broken looking at your pictures arranged,
My thoughts swirling and crashing hard inside,
As I'm confused if it's me or you who has changed.

As the present has changed to sweet memory,
and with you my love it will never perish,
as far as my heart and soul is willing to carry,
I will walk beside you with every moment cherished.

Darling you are the best thing that happened to me,
And your hugs and kisses makes Heaven overrated,
Blinded by your love but with my heart i can see,
That out feelings are nothing less than fated.

Death my friend we meet again in our rendezvous,

Spare me a favor please i ask to take me with you,

Raise your scythe and end my pathetic life so bored,

and lead me to the path of joy in the hands of the Dark Lord.

Tee Yew as You Know ~~

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