Tee Yew as You Know ~~: Long long time~~..lol..wiping away some dusts..if some is alot..

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Long long time~~..lol..wiping away some dusts..if some is alot..

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been months since i blog..anyways..im back to post a little..just to show that i still remember my link pass word and account lolx..

its now 9/8/08..alot happened between the time since i last blog and now..alot have changed..alot for the better..

first and foremost..i can take away those emo poems adi..coz im no longer emo..the reason..her..LWC..sayang i noe u will read this one day when u will all of a sudden..tee yew still got blog meh~~~..hahaha..sayang i noe time is of the essence..and all we can do now is to appreciate what we have now..yesterday is history..tomoro is a mystery..today is a gift..that is why is called present..you have brought me much joy to a level that no one else can bring..and i thank you for evry silly,sad,happy,teary moment i had with you coz it makes my life more meaningful and that much joy..from the bottom of my <3 i sayang you and i thank you..

ok then now is all the kelefe topic..like uni life..fuking losts wei..mahai class start adi now still lost..dunno how now..like die adi c the book..like i have it lar diu hahahhahaah~~..then nothing much lor..still foosing much ( wah jian yau so keng liao and i still cannot beat the sau sou lou a.k.a andrew yong)..then kimmy oso now not so close adi alwiz have activities to do..and alvin lai kun fai u steal my gay partner u zipet >.<..so sad..but still we stick together la ^.^..

been working alot for the past few days..esp with bravo events management..and also one event with intigus (michie's relative punya company)..all been tiring but alot of fun and experience..somemore have extra $$$ to spend lor~..wuekekeke..so that much la..if u finish reading this posts..type a yes/no answer to this ques on my chatbox..

SHOULD I DELETE MY POEMS??..because i felt is my expression of art and something i worked for..and to delete like waste my effort like that..but posting makes people think i emo kid like jian yau's hair >.<..hahaha..

cheers peeps~~..have a good day~

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In My Own Words

When life is hard and living is tough,
and we would just stand cause we've had enough,
hold on tight as life is like diamond in the rough,
because the faith will be there if we believe in love.

I'll put your delicate hands to my face,
and let you feel the warmth of my streaming tears,
and as i wait for your answer from minutes to days,
the time tortures me like a dagger's pierce.

I've seen before a black parade,
of mourns and cries it never fades,
but i will smile at them in their face,
cause in the coffin is where my place.

Droplets of poison decimates the truth,
let my blood flow thru my streamless veins,
though the punishment is vicious and brute,
i've been paralyzed too long to feel no pains.

I have lost all sense of night and day,
In the dark i've chased my pain away,
The Devil has deceived me a game to play,
In this Hell I'll be no matter how much i pray.

The dreams and hopes i have is all defiled,
the memories is better to burn when all compiled,
Your kisses and laughs still roams free and wild,
still i can feel no pain when you turned and smiled.

Like a sacrificial lamb i've fallen as a prey,
My soul is now left to dissolve and decay,
It futile though my body wants to stay,
When it is me who's repeatedly left at bay.

I have come to love the black roses of full bloom,
And I have come to adore the colors of palish gloom,
I seek refuge and safety in corners of my room,
As I stare the walls of blankness awaiting my doom.

The lives we lived is of a walking shadow,
The scar's so deep we are mentally battered,
Gone are the chirps and those sweetly meadows,
And we live now in pain and futures shattered.

The warmth of blood and cold of steel,
The cut in the wrist is too numb to feel,
When I die my skin will rot and peel,
Like my broken heart it will never heal.

Why do we dwell in a deceiving lie,
Like a fallen angel who cannot fly,
Faithless I am cause I have stopped to try,
The way of my escape is a will to die.

The scent of your hair still i smell,
The sight of your silhoutte still i see,
Like yesterday your laughs I remember well,
Though I know your not here with me.

Of a rendezvous with Death i have set,
The suffering is as bad as it can get,
This arsenic is sweeter than any wine,
To end this life which is better left behind.

The rainbow is now filled with black and white,
The chirping of birds as now turned to mockery,
The presence of lights blinds me with fright,
The monster in the mirror smirks with treachery.

Cut my tongue out so I will never speak,
Break my fingers so I could never write,
Dig my heart out so I will never feel weak,
When I'm silent then I will always be right.

Like jesters and clowns we pretend,
Hurting ourselves to satisfy and please,
But when we're weak who will defend?,
When we are the subject of joke and tease.

Miracles are only an illusion,
To lure the helpless for salvation,
Pain is inevitible though we pray,
Puppets we are for Death to play.

I can tell by the looks in you eye,
In your thoughts I am dirty and sly,
You will never know me if you do not try,
Surpressed in your hatred I can never fly.

I am not made of lies and deceit,
A place in your heart you can forfeit,
Next to others I cannot compete,
As my flaws makes me incomplete.

Bound by this wretched chain,
Tied in with suffering and pain,
In a pendulum mode it repeats again,
Forbidden by shouts and screams in vain.

The children from the Dark seance with candle,
Toying with the cleaver though its hard to handle,
Let the sweet murder be gruesome and violent,
Hacking and slashing the innocent parent.

Two different beings to tie the knot,
Vowing that their love will last forever,
Two funerals it will be, a wedding not,
When one sips the poison to join the other.

The heart of men is hard to read,
Complexity with lies and deceit,
Idle minds blooms wicked deeds,
Selfishness makes the world incomplete.

This empty pleasure I'm committed,
To give and give with no returns,
The sacred meaning of love,polluted,
Though it's understood I'd never learn.

Why do it always ends in screams and shouts?,
This war leaves one end emotionally torn apart,
If this is love people worship and pray about,
Then I guess I'd rather be a broken heart.

Of my world and skies I gave to you,
And my promises I've always make them true,
In a monotonous tune of sorrow I sing my song,
Trying to figure again what did I do wrong.

The time is crawling slowly away tonight,
Heart broken looking at your pictures arranged,
My thoughts swirling and crashing hard inside,
As I'm confused if it's me or you who has changed.

As the present has changed to sweet memory,
and with you my love it will never perish,
as far as my heart and soul is willing to carry,
I will walk beside you with every moment cherished.

Darling you are the best thing that happened to me,
And your hugs and kisses makes Heaven overrated,
Blinded by your love but with my heart i can see,
That out feelings are nothing less than fated.

Death my friend we meet again in our rendezvous,

Spare me a favor please i ask to take me with you,

Raise your scythe and end my pathetic life so bored,

and lead me to the path of joy in the hands of the Dark Lord.

Tee Yew as You Know ~~

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Long long time~~..lol..wiping away some dusts..if some is alot..

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