wazzap!
hahahahha..ive been reali happy for the past 2 days which i dint blog..anyways to tell u its been reali reali reali good..i feel like i think im ready to go back to my former happy forever attitude again..i mean im in the process of recuperation now..actually..i oso dunno if it is true now..but anyways im in a point of no matter wut hell brings..im here to face it..AND i noe for sure im not to face it alone coz my peeps will always have my back..gawd im so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so glad i have u peeps as my frens..love u guys so much..
anyways..yesterday was totally awesome..simple..one manila card pasted with papers..but the paper when i read those things inside..its not juz a papaer..its a paper that can light my darkest day up(besides the $$$ paper)..lol..thx u guys..i reali dunno how many more times must i say u guys rock..then evrything was pretty much normal la..went yumcha with jo (sesat guy wtf!)..can c he is happy since valencia won the kings cup..but sad coz 5 points away from relegation lol!!
then 2day..friday..many many things happened..so so so so funny..okay 9.30 kononyer have futsal with dennis(my MUSA foosie peep)..sport planet lol..when go there..the guard say 11.00am oni open..wuah then i SO surprised apasal pulak diorang cakap pukul 9.30 ni?..but takpe la..coz in the end kimmy brought his footieball and i brought pump..then we go play futsal on bball court..great match with other monashers la..michie was operating surgery on her DS all the way..hahhaha..then i went to kimmy's house to take shower..then went ROCK CAFE (medan) lol..WUAH SO CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP the food and nice..better than the fuking zibai sohai fukedup sinfullybad smelly guguless fugly monash cafeteria..
ROCK CAFE= nasi saiz gunung,ayam,sayur and loads of tempe and papadam rm5..tasty and gigantic..the name sez it all..ROCK CAFE YOU ROCK!
The fucking zibai sohai fukedup sinfullybad smelly guguless fugly monash cafeteria(phew)= nasi lemak biasa ,ayam,sayur..taste bad..rm8..go fuk urself real hard before u can charge me that price la zibai kia u!
ok enuff of that..ok now..went to uni and foos skjap..2day snake not at all man kakakaka..then i went to class lor e-biz..OWWWW SMTH REALI FUNNY HAPPENED..mr.pat halloran (great lecturer + tutor) did smth funny which WE TOTALLY NOE WASN'T INTENDED (its ok pat!)..ok mr.pat is from aussie and hes got the habit of doing the diu kai sign here in malaysia..u noe how u would slap the top of ur fist when u clinch it..ok..he was talking abt smth not implenting company's plan..and the consequences were (he did the sign)..then the whole class laughed..he was so embarassed hahaha..but its ok!..u din noe it till now hahahahaha..me and joseph could not stop laughing hahahaha..anyways..class finished and went to futsal..
THE FUTSAL ( =) )
the futsal was great..me,kim han,sue,wai chien,michie,shereen,nickee,alvin,wenpei,k,johann,azrul,cheechan,halim,hong nien, was there playing..christina (alvins gf) was there to watch all the action that juz wasnt meant to be missed!..wai chien scored her 1st goal of her futsal!!..but sadly..wrong side..OWN GOAL!!!..muahahahahha..she was on the other team and when she was 'celebrating' we all together shouted 'Wai Chien, You're SO SWEET!'..hahaha..then we play play play play then it happened..the thunder struck..babies cried..ppls closed their window..not its not monster movie..its chee chan mis-cue his 'pass' and kena sue's face..uh oh..WUAH IM SURPRISED SUE DIN GO LIKE F*k U CHEE CHAN!!..she juz smiled ans said this in a very slow manner..chee chan before i blow up u better stand further from me..wuah juz that..so yeng!..hahaha..then we play play and azrul joined in and played..WUAH SHEREEN CAN TACKLE WEI..i think shes like the makelele girl version..she chase all loose ball and tackle all..SHE TACKLE UNTIL AZRUL FELL!...u go girl..hahahaha..
match finished hahaha..we all stayed together and chilling lo..WUAH SO FUNNY..itu shereen was taking a walk outside THEN SUDDENLY she came running back to us screaming..coz SO HAPPEN that nickee was changing his pants outside and shereen was blushing hard lol!!..sososososo funny..nickee so kesian let ppl eal taufu hahahahaha!!..btw nickee ur a good player yeah keep it up!..
ok then we went williams and makan..i had ribena special and maggi special butterprawn and some mozarella..hahahha..then michie ordered the most heroic thing that night..SEAFOOD SPAGHETTI!!..rm 30 woohoo..makan 1st time and then SHE FOUND LALAT!!..she halfway thru onli and she told the guy..HE CHANGED A NEW ONE MAN WOOHOO!..then the dissection of took place again..all the DS skills come out not adi can peel shell with fork and spoon hahahaha..alvin was so funny the whole day coz he's so blur and he and christina look so nice together (awww!)..hahahaha..then on the way home from williams we tell ghost story and alvin's personal experience pretty scary too..i told mine la..and we all were freaked out in da car lol..i wasnt reali that scared though lol..
okay done blogging now!!..so tired..whole day played futsal and then play play..and yeah things are obviously turning better..but..EMO POEM STILL MY THINGAMAJIG!..
cheers~
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yeah thats me around 2 yrs old =)
When life is hard and living is tough,
and we would just stand cause we've had enough,
hold on tight as life is like diamond in the rough,
because the faith will be there if we believe in love.
I'll put your delicate hands to my face,
and let you feel the warmth of my streaming tears,
and as i wait for your answer from minutes to days,
the time tortures me like a dagger's pierce.
I've seen before a black parade,
of mourns and cries it never fades,
but i will smile at them in their face,
cause in the coffin is where my place.
Droplets of poison decimates the truth,
let my blood flow thru my streamless veins,
though the punishment is vicious and brute,
i've been paralyzed too long to feel no pains.
I have lost all sense of night and day,
In the dark i've chased my pain away,
The Devil has deceived me a game to play,
In this Hell I'll be no matter how much i pray.
The dreams and hopes i have is all defiled,
the memories is better to burn when all compiled,
Your kisses and laughs still roams free and wild,
still i can feel no pain when you turned and smiled.
Like a sacrificial lamb i've fallen as a prey,
My soul is now left to dissolve and decay,
It futile though my body wants to stay,
When it is me who's repeatedly left at bay.
I have come to love the black roses of full bloom,
And I have come to adore the colors of palish gloom,
I seek refuge and safety in corners of my room,
As I stare the walls of blankness awaiting my doom.
The lives we lived is of a walking shadow,
The scar's so deep we are mentally battered,
Gone are the chirps and those sweetly meadows,
And we live now in pain and futures shattered.
The warmth of blood and cold of steel,
The cut in the wrist is too numb to feel,
When I die my skin will rot and peel,
Like my broken heart it will never heal.
Why do we dwell in a deceiving lie,
Like a fallen angel who cannot fly,
Faithless I am cause I have stopped to try,
The way of my escape is a will to die.
The scent of your hair still i smell,
The sight of your silhoutte still i see,
Like yesterday your laughs I remember well,
Though I know your not here with me.
Of a rendezvous with Death i have set,
The suffering is as bad as it can get,
This arsenic is sweeter than any wine,
To end this life which is better left behind.
The rainbow is now filled with black and white,
The chirping of birds as now turned to mockery,
The presence of lights blinds me with fright,
The monster in the mirror smirks with treachery.
Cut my tongue out so I will never speak,
Break my fingers so I could never write,
Dig my heart out so I will never feel weak,
When I'm silent then I will always be right.
Like jesters and clowns we pretend,
Hurting ourselves to satisfy and please,
But when we're weak who will defend?,
When we are the subject of joke and tease.
Miracles are only an illusion,
To lure the helpless for salvation,
Pain is inevitible though we pray,
Puppets we are for Death to play.
I can tell by the looks in you eye,
In your thoughts I am dirty and sly,
You will never know me if you do not try,
Surpressed in your hatred I can never fly.
I am not made of lies and deceit,
A place in your heart you can forfeit,
Next to others I cannot compete,
As my flaws makes me incomplete.
Bound by this wretched chain,
Tied in with suffering and pain,
In a pendulum mode it repeats again,
Forbidden by shouts and screams in vain.
The children from the Dark seance with candle,
Toying with the cleaver though its hard to handle,
Let the sweet murder be gruesome and violent,
Hacking and slashing the innocent parent.
Two different beings to tie the knot,
Vowing that their love will last forever,
Two funerals it will be, a wedding not,
When one sips the poison to join the other.
The heart of men is hard to read,
Complexity with lies and deceit,
Idle minds blooms wicked deeds,
Selfishness makes the world incomplete.
This empty pleasure I'm committed,
To give and give with no returns,
The sacred meaning of love,polluted,
Though it's understood I'd never learn.
Why do it always ends in screams and shouts?,
This war leaves one end emotionally torn apart,
If this is love people worship and pray about,
Then I guess I'd rather be a broken heart.
Of my world and skies I gave to you,
And my promises I've always make them true,
In a monotonous tune of sorrow I sing my song,
Trying to figure again what did I do wrong.
The time is crawling slowly away tonight,
Heart broken looking at your pictures arranged,
My thoughts swirling and crashing hard inside,
As I'm confused if it's me or you who has changed.
As the present has changed to sweet memory,
and with you my love it will never perish,
as far as my heart and soul is willing to carry,
I will walk beside you with every moment cherished.
Darling you are the best thing that happened to me,
And your hugs and kisses makes Heaven overrated,
Blinded by your love but with my heart i can see,
That out feelings are nothing less than fated.
~ Dwell in my thoughts for a lingering moment ~
Leave Me a Message?
Once upon a time~
yeah thats me around 2 yrs old =)
You should know..
- ~ Tee Yew ~
- Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia
- 20 yrs old now..nuthin much abt me..average boy who noes how 2 have a good time and chill out..erm..if u wanna noe more abt me juz read my posts and perhaps u might juz find out wut u wanna noe abt me..loves foosing,hanging out with frens and frisbee..yeah..loves ROCK..feng tau rock woah _|..| >.< |..|_ and also reggae when in da mood for it..staind and marley would be my choice of songs..yeah im studying at monash uni right now that totally fuks me up..hahaha..anyways..hope u guys enjoy reading my posts..cheers~!
Friends =)
In My Own Words
When life is hard and living is tough,
and we would just stand cause we've had enough,
hold on tight as life is like diamond in the rough,
because the faith will be there if we believe in love.
I'll put your delicate hands to my face,
and let you feel the warmth of my streaming tears,
and as i wait for your answer from minutes to days,
the time tortures me like a dagger's pierce.
I've seen before a black parade,
of mourns and cries it never fades,
but i will smile at them in their face,
cause in the coffin is where my place.
Droplets of poison decimates the truth,
let my blood flow thru my streamless veins,
though the punishment is vicious and brute,
i've been paralyzed too long to feel no pains.
I have lost all sense of night and day,
In the dark i've chased my pain away,
The Devil has deceived me a game to play,
In this Hell I'll be no matter how much i pray.
The dreams and hopes i have is all defiled,
the memories is better to burn when all compiled,
Your kisses and laughs still roams free and wild,
still i can feel no pain when you turned and smiled.
Like a sacrificial lamb i've fallen as a prey,
My soul is now left to dissolve and decay,
It futile though my body wants to stay,
When it is me who's repeatedly left at bay.
I have come to love the black roses of full bloom,
And I have come to adore the colors of palish gloom,
I seek refuge and safety in corners of my room,
As I stare the walls of blankness awaiting my doom.
The lives we lived is of a walking shadow,
The scar's so deep we are mentally battered,
Gone are the chirps and those sweetly meadows,
And we live now in pain and futures shattered.
The warmth of blood and cold of steel,
The cut in the wrist is too numb to feel,
When I die my skin will rot and peel,
Like my broken heart it will never heal.
Why do we dwell in a deceiving lie,
Like a fallen angel who cannot fly,
Faithless I am cause I have stopped to try,
The way of my escape is a will to die.
The scent of your hair still i smell,
The sight of your silhoutte still i see,
Like yesterday your laughs I remember well,
Though I know your not here with me.
Of a rendezvous with Death i have set,
The suffering is as bad as it can get,
This arsenic is sweeter than any wine,
To end this life which is better left behind.
The rainbow is now filled with black and white,
The chirping of birds as now turned to mockery,
The presence of lights blinds me with fright,
The monster in the mirror smirks with treachery.
Cut my tongue out so I will never speak,
Break my fingers so I could never write,
Dig my heart out so I will never feel weak,
When I'm silent then I will always be right.
Like jesters and clowns we pretend,
Hurting ourselves to satisfy and please,
But when we're weak who will defend?,
When we are the subject of joke and tease.
Miracles are only an illusion,
To lure the helpless for salvation,
Pain is inevitible though we pray,
Puppets we are for Death to play.
I can tell by the looks in you eye,
In your thoughts I am dirty and sly,
You will never know me if you do not try,
Surpressed in your hatred I can never fly.
I am not made of lies and deceit,
A place in your heart you can forfeit,
Next to others I cannot compete,
As my flaws makes me incomplete.
Bound by this wretched chain,
Tied in with suffering and pain,
In a pendulum mode it repeats again,
Forbidden by shouts and screams in vain.
The children from the Dark seance with candle,
Toying with the cleaver though its hard to handle,
Let the sweet murder be gruesome and violent,
Hacking and slashing the innocent parent.
Two different beings to tie the knot,
Vowing that their love will last forever,
Two funerals it will be, a wedding not,
When one sips the poison to join the other.
The heart of men is hard to read,
Complexity with lies and deceit,
Idle minds blooms wicked deeds,
Selfishness makes the world incomplete.
This empty pleasure I'm committed,
To give and give with no returns,
The sacred meaning of love,polluted,
Though it's understood I'd never learn.
Why do it always ends in screams and shouts?,
This war leaves one end emotionally torn apart,
If this is love people worship and pray about,
Then I guess I'd rather be a broken heart.
Of my world and skies I gave to you,
And my promises I've always make them true,
In a monotonous tune of sorrow I sing my song,
Trying to figure again what did I do wrong.
The time is crawling slowly away tonight,
Heart broken looking at your pictures arranged,
My thoughts swirling and crashing hard inside,
As I'm confused if it's me or you who has changed.
As the present has changed to sweet memory,
and with you my love it will never perish,
as far as my heart and soul is willing to carry,
I will walk beside you with every moment cherished.
Darling you are the best thing that happened to me,
And your hugs and kisses makes Heaven overrated,
Blinded by your love but with my heart i can see,
That out feelings are nothing less than fated.
Death my friend we meet again in our rendezvous,
Spare me a favor please i ask to take me with you,
Raise your scythe and end my pathetic life so bored,
and lead me to the path of joy in the hands of the Dark Lord.
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