yeah my titile pretty much tells wuts this post about..emo blog yeah
anyways..im so emo right now wei..i mean it was a promise that we will c each other for dinner and then a muvee..then she come and tell me now muvee cannot coz her frens bla bla bla..i mean..wut am i..i think im juz like an inferior good..for those who took econs yeah when income goes up demand goes down..2 weeks din c her adi wei..when she said we can go out this week i was waking up in the morning with a brighter sun and a fresher adi..now im in the cold afternoon breathing stale air cond air coz everything around me now is juz like a pile of crap straight from the bull..yeah im living in bullshit..im living in a lie that i refuse reality..
y izzit that im alwiz the victim?..why do i alwiz have to post an emo post?..its not like we never talked abt it before..all she can say is sorry..one corrective action is worth a thousand sorries..u can say sorry time and time again but still..it will hurt again tau..its so routine..break me..fix me..break me again..fix again..i mean..am i in the wrong for not calling u out and then u keep saying ur bz?..i mean wut bz with anyways..so hard to find one day in a week?..okay is my fault then for calling u out at the wrong timing time and time again..coz im alwiz asking u out at the time ur frens asked u out..which never once u chose me as the option..i mean its not like im stopping u from seeing ur frens coz that is juz plain dumb..in fact..there were never once that i said i stopped u from going out with ur frens..but its juz that time and time again that i tolerated saying nex time u will go noe how i feel..but seems like its not reali working out huh..
im sorry if u have to read this post coz definitely u noe who u are..its not hard to tell yeah..
those who u noe is not u..well..good to noe..its CNN material..
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yeah thats me around 2 yrs old =)
When life is hard and living is tough,
and we would just stand cause we've had enough,
hold on tight as life is like diamond in the rough,
because the faith will be there if we believe in love.
I'll put your delicate hands to my face,
and let you feel the warmth of my streaming tears,
and as i wait for your answer from minutes to days,
the time tortures me like a dagger's pierce.
I've seen before a black parade,
of mourns and cries it never fades,
but i will smile at them in their face,
cause in the coffin is where my place.
Droplets of poison decimates the truth,
let my blood flow thru my streamless veins,
though the punishment is vicious and brute,
i've been paralyzed too long to feel no pains.
I have lost all sense of night and day,
In the dark i've chased my pain away,
The Devil has deceived me a game to play,
In this Hell I'll be no matter how much i pray.
The dreams and hopes i have is all defiled,
the memories is better to burn when all compiled,
Your kisses and laughs still roams free and wild,
still i can feel no pain when you turned and smiled.
Like a sacrificial lamb i've fallen as a prey,
My soul is now left to dissolve and decay,
It futile though my body wants to stay,
When it is me who's repeatedly left at bay.
I have come to love the black roses of full bloom,
And I have come to adore the colors of palish gloom,
I seek refuge and safety in corners of my room,
As I stare the walls of blankness awaiting my doom.
The lives we lived is of a walking shadow,
The scar's so deep we are mentally battered,
Gone are the chirps and those sweetly meadows,
And we live now in pain and futures shattered.
The warmth of blood and cold of steel,
The cut in the wrist is too numb to feel,
When I die my skin will rot and peel,
Like my broken heart it will never heal.
Why do we dwell in a deceiving lie,
Like a fallen angel who cannot fly,
Faithless I am cause I have stopped to try,
The way of my escape is a will to die.
The scent of your hair still i smell,
The sight of your silhoutte still i see,
Like yesterday your laughs I remember well,
Though I know your not here with me.
Of a rendezvous with Death i have set,
The suffering is as bad as it can get,
This arsenic is sweeter than any wine,
To end this life which is better left behind.
The rainbow is now filled with black and white,
The chirping of birds as now turned to mockery,
The presence of lights blinds me with fright,
The monster in the mirror smirks with treachery.
Cut my tongue out so I will never speak,
Break my fingers so I could never write,
Dig my heart out so I will never feel weak,
When I'm silent then I will always be right.
Like jesters and clowns we pretend,
Hurting ourselves to satisfy and please,
But when we're weak who will defend?,
When we are the subject of joke and tease.
Miracles are only an illusion,
To lure the helpless for salvation,
Pain is inevitible though we pray,
Puppets we are for Death to play.
I can tell by the looks in you eye,
In your thoughts I am dirty and sly,
You will never know me if you do not try,
Surpressed in your hatred I can never fly.
I am not made of lies and deceit,
A place in your heart you can forfeit,
Next to others I cannot compete,
As my flaws makes me incomplete.
Bound by this wretched chain,
Tied in with suffering and pain,
In a pendulum mode it repeats again,
Forbidden by shouts and screams in vain.
The children from the Dark seance with candle,
Toying with the cleaver though its hard to handle,
Let the sweet murder be gruesome and violent,
Hacking and slashing the innocent parent.
Two different beings to tie the knot,
Vowing that their love will last forever,
Two funerals it will be, a wedding not,
When one sips the poison to join the other.
The heart of men is hard to read,
Complexity with lies and deceit,
Idle minds blooms wicked deeds,
Selfishness makes the world incomplete.
This empty pleasure I'm committed,
To give and give with no returns,
The sacred meaning of love,polluted,
Though it's understood I'd never learn.
Why do it always ends in screams and shouts?,
This war leaves one end emotionally torn apart,
If this is love people worship and pray about,
Then I guess I'd rather be a broken heart.
Of my world and skies I gave to you,
And my promises I've always make them true,
In a monotonous tune of sorrow I sing my song,
Trying to figure again what did I do wrong.
The time is crawling slowly away tonight,
Heart broken looking at your pictures arranged,
My thoughts swirling and crashing hard inside,
As I'm confused if it's me or you who has changed.
As the present has changed to sweet memory,
and with you my love it will never perish,
as far as my heart and soul is willing to carry,
I will walk beside you with every moment cherished.
Darling you are the best thing that happened to me,
And your hugs and kisses makes Heaven overrated,
Blinded by your love but with my heart i can see,
That out feelings are nothing less than fated.
~ Dwell in my thoughts for a lingering moment ~
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Once upon a time~
yeah thats me around 2 yrs old =)
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- ~ Tee Yew ~
- Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia
- 20 yrs old now..nuthin much abt me..average boy who noes how 2 have a good time and chill out..erm..if u wanna noe more abt me juz read my posts and perhaps u might juz find out wut u wanna noe abt me..loves foosing,hanging out with frens and frisbee..yeah..loves ROCK..feng tau rock woah _|..| >.< |..|_ and also reggae when in da mood for it..staind and marley would be my choice of songs..yeah im studying at monash uni right now that totally fuks me up..hahaha..anyways..hope u guys enjoy reading my posts..cheers~!
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In My Own Words
When life is hard and living is tough,
and we would just stand cause we've had enough,
hold on tight as life is like diamond in the rough,
because the faith will be there if we believe in love.
I'll put your delicate hands to my face,
and let you feel the warmth of my streaming tears,
and as i wait for your answer from minutes to days,
the time tortures me like a dagger's pierce.
I've seen before a black parade,
of mourns and cries it never fades,
but i will smile at them in their face,
cause in the coffin is where my place.
Droplets of poison decimates the truth,
let my blood flow thru my streamless veins,
though the punishment is vicious and brute,
i've been paralyzed too long to feel no pains.
I have lost all sense of night and day,
In the dark i've chased my pain away,
The Devil has deceived me a game to play,
In this Hell I'll be no matter how much i pray.
The dreams and hopes i have is all defiled,
the memories is better to burn when all compiled,
Your kisses and laughs still roams free and wild,
still i can feel no pain when you turned and smiled.
Like a sacrificial lamb i've fallen as a prey,
My soul is now left to dissolve and decay,
It futile though my body wants to stay,
When it is me who's repeatedly left at bay.
I have come to love the black roses of full bloom,
And I have come to adore the colors of palish gloom,
I seek refuge and safety in corners of my room,
As I stare the walls of blankness awaiting my doom.
The lives we lived is of a walking shadow,
The scar's so deep we are mentally battered,
Gone are the chirps and those sweetly meadows,
And we live now in pain and futures shattered.
The warmth of blood and cold of steel,
The cut in the wrist is too numb to feel,
When I die my skin will rot and peel,
Like my broken heart it will never heal.
Why do we dwell in a deceiving lie,
Like a fallen angel who cannot fly,
Faithless I am cause I have stopped to try,
The way of my escape is a will to die.
The scent of your hair still i smell,
The sight of your silhoutte still i see,
Like yesterday your laughs I remember well,
Though I know your not here with me.
Of a rendezvous with Death i have set,
The suffering is as bad as it can get,
This arsenic is sweeter than any wine,
To end this life which is better left behind.
The rainbow is now filled with black and white,
The chirping of birds as now turned to mockery,
The presence of lights blinds me with fright,
The monster in the mirror smirks with treachery.
Cut my tongue out so I will never speak,
Break my fingers so I could never write,
Dig my heart out so I will never feel weak,
When I'm silent then I will always be right.
Like jesters and clowns we pretend,
Hurting ourselves to satisfy and please,
But when we're weak who will defend?,
When we are the subject of joke and tease.
Miracles are only an illusion,
To lure the helpless for salvation,
Pain is inevitible though we pray,
Puppets we are for Death to play.
I can tell by the looks in you eye,
In your thoughts I am dirty and sly,
You will never know me if you do not try,
Surpressed in your hatred I can never fly.
I am not made of lies and deceit,
A place in your heart you can forfeit,
Next to others I cannot compete,
As my flaws makes me incomplete.
Bound by this wretched chain,
Tied in with suffering and pain,
In a pendulum mode it repeats again,
Forbidden by shouts and screams in vain.
The children from the Dark seance with candle,
Toying with the cleaver though its hard to handle,
Let the sweet murder be gruesome and violent,
Hacking and slashing the innocent parent.
Two different beings to tie the knot,
Vowing that their love will last forever,
Two funerals it will be, a wedding not,
When one sips the poison to join the other.
The heart of men is hard to read,
Complexity with lies and deceit,
Idle minds blooms wicked deeds,
Selfishness makes the world incomplete.
This empty pleasure I'm committed,
To give and give with no returns,
The sacred meaning of love,polluted,
Though it's understood I'd never learn.
Why do it always ends in screams and shouts?,
This war leaves one end emotionally torn apart,
If this is love people worship and pray about,
Then I guess I'd rather be a broken heart.
Of my world and skies I gave to you,
And my promises I've always make them true,
In a monotonous tune of sorrow I sing my song,
Trying to figure again what did I do wrong.
The time is crawling slowly away tonight,
Heart broken looking at your pictures arranged,
My thoughts swirling and crashing hard inside,
As I'm confused if it's me or you who has changed.
As the present has changed to sweet memory,
and with you my love it will never perish,
as far as my heart and soul is willing to carry,
I will walk beside you with every moment cherished.
Darling you are the best thing that happened to me,
And your hugs and kisses makes Heaven overrated,
Blinded by your love but with my heart i can see,
That out feelings are nothing less than fated.
Death my friend we meet again in our rendezvous,
Spare me a favor please i ask to take me with you,
Raise your scythe and end my pathetic life so bored,
and lead me to the path of joy in the hands of the Dark Lord.
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